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12:22am 27/06/2006
  Whats the deal everyone haven't been on in a while just thought i would drop some news going on i got signed to a record company makein music, i'm working dennys waiter ......and i got kicke dout my house but i'm on my own now so i got my freedom and i thank my sister more then she knows for letting me stay here and i haven't done any drugs since i've been here so i think i'm doing somewhat well in my opinon .........ahhhh life is good for now...it will prolly get worse beforeit gets ANY better.....peace sean R.U.A.INSULTone watch for me comeing to an underground near you.....  
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psychopathic yall!!!!!   
09:10am 19/01/2005
  WEll i'm back at my house i couldn't run the streets no more it was takeing a tole on me phically and mentally, things are looking up some what for me people still diein and beef is still happenin but i don't care anymore.......my sis thinks she can run me whne she is here with me. But yet she thinks that she is my mom or something i don't understand her she is fake and this china doll image she is putting on is bullshit.....i know thats not my sister thats not the girl i grew up with.


on to INSANE CLOWN POSSE(ICP) i just wanna other los/lettes opinon about them going solo i think it is ill....and there still fam tell i D.I.E.....if yall remember on the GM he says how long will the juggalos be down with me...i think this is a test yall and in juffalos yall need to get the fuck off the name...stop giveing us a bad name......keep it wicked........MUCH CLOWN LOVE ........MUCH FAMILY LOVE.....peace yall klown		  
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02:11am 10/07/2004
  Dear Family,

First and foremost, I am safe and happy where I am staying. Things are looking promising for a job I've applied for, and if all goes well, I should be getting a place of my own soon.

How is Jude doing? I hope that it's understood I didn't do this as a result of the lack of love I have for Jude. That isn't the case by any means, and I had only Jude's best interests, along with my own, in mind. Jude deserves to be raised by people who have no reservations about doing so. I cannot provide him with that, and if you feel as though you can, I would support that decision and will sign over custody, as you've requested. In addition to the issue of custody, my emancipation is also necessary.

Please respond to this e-mail so that we can set up a date to sign papers.

-Jo




cowardly yes.......resonposibly.......u tell me? peace KLOWN1		  
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01:55pm 05/07/2004
 
mood: pissed off behond all beleave
music: D12 -loyality
this entry is for my "sister'


If any of u in alburquerque know where my sister jo jo is tell her that we want her to sign pappers so my mom and dad can have custotiy of my nephew and tell her that i said this" she is a cowardly gutless unloyal bitch i know.....o and tell her that HER kid is doing fine and i don't consider her my sister at all..........peace .......KLOWN1		  
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10:45am 13/04/2004
 
mood: confused
music: DArk loutus- i wanna die
I think this is a bunch of bullshit.....


My ranting and raveing will continoue in the next entry if this shit keeps going on...

My sisters friend (or x friend i dunno yet) But he is being a real ass and i'm tired of hearing this shit. My sister does not deserve this shit...If matt ever reads this i'm telling u right now if my sister does not get her shit back me and my dad will be makeing a trip to see u . I'm this close to telling him,But i don't want my sister pissed at me so i'll wait it out and see what happens.

But sis i know u gonna read this . Don't talk to this guy no more he just keeps fucking,with u and everytime u tell me about him i just wanna go down there and beat hsi head into pulp..........But i'm out i think my nephew getting up and i need a SMOKE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! where did they go?		  
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My life i just wrote this about an hour ago so fuck who don't like it.   
09:32pm 27/02/2004
  As i sit here with a salem lit tired of this shit,I sit and think of my boys and I, when we got booted from dat school. Because we were acting like fools tryin to be cool,gangs ain't shit,they ain't got yo back they lack the respect, pullin tecs on little kids.Blowin away hameboys because they acting like toys "they ain't down fo our shit".I got respect fo dos who wanna get up out dat shit.The only way out is six feet under. Dudes thinking gurls just a pieace of meat Why? They wanna wait fo the heat to grap them out there seat.All i needs a beat. I use to think once yo born yo just waitin to die and eveyday in between dat is just some waist of time,but then my little nephew changed my hole life ,he took the knive out my back. Now i'm just tryin to rebulid my life without loosein anytime. I use to commit alotta crime sellin dimes nickels and quartas. But now my life is a ticking time bomb peace....think before u do something stupid is fucked my life up!

this song is fo anyone who feels like i do.... peace KLOWN101		  
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12:43am 05/02/2004
 
mood: crappy
music: smile empty soul-no where kids
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take


And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

This is how i feel right now,If no one know who does this it is likin park it's called numb.		  
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10:41pm 18/01/2004
 
mood: depressed
music: Twiztid-speculationz
Hey today i met this kid who got out of a gang himself and ,he got stabbed and beat down. Thats what is goin happen to me if the rest of west side killa kings finds me.

My sis is really mad about the comments she has heard from my dad,"he thinks just because i had a kid i don't have feelings for gurlz". To tell u the truth i think my dad is a dumbass who thinks he is right everytime he speaks,yes he was in the army and he is very smart but sometimes he gets on my nerves i hate it. to day i helped my sis by changeing the fish tank.the first thing my dad said was if your goin pour water go in the kitchen,What he thinks i can't pour water in a fuckin tank.thats bullshit.

I have alot of shit to say so peps better kick back and chill if u read this.

I've been watching my nephew and doing alot of shit for eveyone in the house and do i get a thanks, hell no. Yes my dad say "looks good" when i was cutting boxes up.But i
did dishes for my mom no thanks there,i watch my nephew for my sis and no one said thanks.

I got the shit scared out of me when my sis had a dizzy spell and fell on the floor,i thought something was wrong like serious,well something is wrong with ehr but she don't know what is wrong,god i hope nothing is wrong with her if i loose her,my hole life would go 6 feet under,she is the only one i can relate to in this house,and talk to without being yelled out of the room. well my sis is tell me i got to get off the computer
so peace to everyoen that reads this and puts up with my shit.

peace.................		  
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01:15pm 17/01/2004
 
mood: awake
music: Twiztid-Afraid of me
Yea so today i woke up and my mom had to go to the store right.so i got to watch my nephew,and he kept crying and i could not figure out why he was crying,BUt then he his diaper got really pooofed out and ,so i changed him .then i got online to find out one of my friends tryed to kill himself last night.Yea and today i'm goin try and play in a tournament on yahoo,it should be fun.


I don't know why but for some reason i wanna go back to school being cooped up in this house all day can change u phiscal and mentally.		  
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Hey i'm new to live journal   
12:17am 17/01/2004
  Hey i'm new to live journal and ya ll probably know my sister.She is very cool she helped me put this hole thing together i thank her and i will update,probably tommarow..........peace  
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